Wasting Your Time · September 13, 2002
I Feel

I love my life. I really do. I also love my guestbook. It's so much fun. Instead of just deleting my newfound friend's entry of the day I have decided that I am going to post it in here for those of you who are too lazy to go all the way to my guestbook to read it.

entry 101
name: Its PAT
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Big Words for such a Little mind. Get a life! Dear Diary, "Children" spend 1 min. signing my guestbook, but it takes me hours to talk about myself, write about myself, and think about myself. i really have nothing better to do, but have Casual Sex with guys i use and hang out on my computer writing bout my pathetic life.; you know, be happy you have a home and your able to go to school. YOu inconsiderate, selfish carpet muncher.
date: 3:50 pm - Friday,September 13, 2002

Ahh where to start? I don't have a little mind, thank you. I am actually considered by most around me to be intelligent. Now, as for me spending hours talking about myself, what is the name of this server again? Oh that's right it's Diaryland. It is a diary. You write about your life in a diary. Now, as if this isn't clear enough, allow me to define diary for you, courtesy of Webster's dictionary.

Main Entry: di.a.ry
Pronunciation: 'dI-(&-)rE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -ries
Etymology: Latin diarium, from dies day —more at DEITY
Date: 1581
1 : a record of events, transactions, or observations kept daily or at frequent intervals : JOURNAL; especially : a daily record of personal activities, reflections, or feelings
2 : a book intended or used for a diary

Now I hope that clears a few things up. On with more of my response. There are millions of people in the world who engage in casual sex. This is the first episode of this that I have ever engaged in and I intend on keeping it that way. I have slept with two other people in my life, one being Adam, the other being Chris, both of whom I was in a relationship with. As for me using Shaun? Perhaps I am. Is that such a bad thing when men use women every single day? It's everywhere, but the minute a woman turns the tables, men freak out. It happens. Deal with it. As for me having a pathetic life? I believe that I have quite a lot to do in my life other than spend hours writing in my diary, which by the way, only takes about 10 minutes out of your day. How can recording the events of your life be considered pathetic when they can be used to reflect on and learn from in the future? You have quite the messed up belief of what is considered pathetic my dear.

As for me having a home and being able to go to school? Yes, I realize that I am very fortunate. But can we say jealousy? Just because I have a home and I go to college does not mean that I am inconsiderate. I work my ass off. College is not a piece of cake. I work my ass off to get my good grades and I have 15 years of school left. I have to finish my BA, go to law school, then work on my Masters, and then after that work on my Doctorate. My success was not handed to me on a silver platter so don't you dare tell me that I am not grateful for what I have.

Finally, I am not selfish, nor am I a carpet muncher. Terminology like that leads me to believe that you have received no higher than a 9th grade education at a poorly funded school. I am a very kind hearted person and I care about pretty much everyone I come in contact with. I have several friends that know me in person who read this that will agree with me. I have been told that I am too kind and forgiving because it sometimes leads me to forget about what I need. I don't care about myself. I really don't. I am the type of person who will stay with someone just to make them happy, even if I am miserable. So, Pat, please keep your comments to yourself. They are doing no good but annoying me to no end. You are wasting your time, but frankly, you are amusing me by thinking that you can actually try to hurt me. Nice try. But you won't succeed. You can't get under my skin sweetie so don't even waste your time.