Not a Freak � 01.30.03
I Feel

Okay so I had a lot of fun at Pi Lam with Brian last night. He was very attached to me, which I suppose could be considered a good thing. Nothing really eventful happened though. I got drunk and played beer pong like I always do when I am there. I don't know what I was expecting really. It's the same old thing day after day. You would think that I would be bored with it by now and eventually I presume I will be but I hope that isn't for a very long time. Brian and I had make-up sex (could it even be considered that if we aren't officially together?) twice last night and it was good. I finally got off during sex and now I see the point. Yay me! I'm not a freak. We have a party at Jared's tonight after our Preference Ceremony but I am not staying long because Brian wants to stay over. I think I am going to leave around midnight. Although everytime he stays over I never get any sleep whether or not we have sex. It kind of sucks. This better not end up as an everyday thing. Oh well, I've got shit to do.